Today I started spotting. Bright red and pink. I have never been so terrified in my life. The doctor's office got me in right away and luckily, everything looks fine.
I think my favorite part was when the nurse said my blood pressure was a bit high. Well, yes, I imagine that the panic attack I have been having for the past half hour because I might be miscarrying would do that.
It took what felt like 3 hours for the doctor to find the heartbeat, but he did and said it sounded good. He also said my cervix is thick and closed, and it is probably just irritated which happens in early pregnancy (is 19w4d early?). Unless I start bleeding heavily, I am okay to go about my regular life and just come in for my already scheduled appointment on the 18th.
Tonight I am just going to take it easy and hopefully everything will resolve itself soon.